I misheard someone on the radio. I thought I heard them talk about shadows, when they talked about their shattered life. I thought of Psalm 23 and the idea of walking through the shadow of death. Then, I thought about living in the shadows, not just walking through. I imagined how Adam must have felt after he sinned. This poem is the result of that thought process:
Encounter in the Shadows
I was living in the shadows
Hiding
Fearful
What if HE knew?
So much wrong
So much hurt
So much disgust
I can’t let HIM see
But HE’s pursuing me
Searching
Looking
Is HE toying with me?
Doesn’t HE really know where I am?
I move farther away
HE moves closer
There’s no more room
I can’t run any more
I swallow
Gulp
And step into the open
“I’m here.” I call
Head down
Afraid to look
HE arrives
And puts HIS finger under my chin
HE lifts my head
To look into my eyes
And then I see HIM for who HE is
Instead of feeling wrong
I feel forgiveness
Instead of feeling hurt
I feel healed
Instead of disgust and shame
I feel loved and valued.
“Come into the Light”
HE said
YOU are loved.